12/19/25--- It's finally winter break! I feel guilty being so lazy today, but who cares? It's almost Christmas in less than a week! I'm hoping when I get back to school that people have calmed down a little- they are very loud! I'm also stressed that I need to finish my school aplications -_-
12/20/25---I've matured to the point I like the way I am mostly, well, I like my personality atleast! Anyway, as a teenager, I don't really care if i'm "cringe" It's not like I'm a gooner for anime girls. I really just like their cute designs and their dedication to study, also disagree with me if you want, but anime and VNs have alot more emotional depth than western shows!
12/22/25---Today I finally made a new section of my site-check it out! The secret to baking? It's all in the butter. Don't you dare heat it in the microwave. Instead, put it in the bowl at room tempurature and beat it even though it may break your mixer! vIt will 100% taste better and look better too. Also, if you have the time, mix very very well, almost spend too much time mixing, trust me on this.^_^
1/2/26---It's 2026 already. this year felt just the perfect length for me. Not too long, not too short. 2026 is such a futuristic year, it's hard to believe I'm living in it lol. Things are going pretty well for me rn, almost too well. I'm scared that something will go wrong becuase I am too happy. During my break from school I am regaining a bit of confidence and buying new clothes that I like. It's nice. I'm talking to a guy right now and thank god he isn't from school. He asked me out and we live close so we're hopefully gonna go on a date pretty soon. I haven't decided if I actually like him or not yet, but so far he checks most boxes. I need to do it anyway becuase this year I NEED to move on. Crossing my fingers. Xoxo
1/8/26--- I'm writing this while at school. I'm at a private school just for this year. But the work is so easy it makes me feel dumb for being here. I know there's alot I can do. I'm taking assesments this week for highschool now. I feel like I may be going downhill so I might ask my therapist for more sessions :p
